my “what if-syndrome”

Worry is a kind of faith. Faith in Satan instead with God! I can say that most of the time I worry about things- small or big because I tend to be PERFECTIONIST. Everything should be perfect in accordance with my standards that in the end lead me to DEPRESSION because things turn out beyond what it should be.
I claimed myself that I’m a CHRISTIAN but what I’m doing is contrary on what should a Christian intended to be- live a CHRIST-like life..
Last 22-April-2008, almost 2 o’clock in the morning still I’m awake I keep on thinking about things- what might happen tomorrow, about my responsibilities if I can do things I intended to do. There are times that that worry almost ruled on me… But I thank God coz He really loves me and He didn’t leave me especially in weak moments of my life. He lead me to the path where I should go and He used people just to manifest His great love to me..

I keep on praying that this feeling will lose and trusting and loving Him will rule in my heart. He promised on the passage of Psalm 23 that He is our shepherd and we are His sheep if we lost He will find ways to look for us…

 

 

sOng for my x-bestfriend(geanne)..

 

 

How To Save a Life

by Fray

Step one you say we need to talk

He walks you say sit down it’s just a talk

He smiles politely back at you

You stare politely right on through

Some sort of window to your right

As he goes left and you stay right

Between the lines of fear and blame

And you begin to wonder why you came

 

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

 

Let him know that you know best

Cause after all you do know best

Try to slip past his defense

Without granting innocence

Lay down a list of what is wrong

The things you’ve told him all along

And pray to God he hears you

And pray to God he hears you

 

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

 

As he begins to raise his voice

You lower yours and grant him one last choice

Drive until you lose the road

Or break with the ones you’ve followed

He will do one of two things

He will admit to everything

Or he’ll say he’s just not the same

And you’ll begin to wonder why you came

 

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend

Somewhere along in the bitterness

And I would have stayed up with you all night

Had I known how to save a life

being siNgLe…

I am in love with someone I do not know

Whose smile I haven’t seen

Whose touch I haven’t felt

I’m in love with someone I haven’t met

But I’m not afraid

For I know in that perfect time, that destined place

I will be led to that person

Whose face I only dreamt of

my Father’s choice!

-TRUE LOVE WAITS

rEminisCing tHe paSts…..

unwell by matchbox twenty 

ito yung lage niya kinakanta sa akin pag magkatabi kami dalawa ewan ko sa kanya.. kaya nga noong umalis siya papunta manila sa tuwing naririnig ko ito siya lage ko naaalala. One time nga umiyak kase i really miss him very much… 

all i have by jennifer lopez featuring LL Cool J 

favorite namin itong kantahin..weird noh???

tatlong bears..full house 

i love this movie.. naaalal ko si uplb at ang panabo giRLs…

aDDict sa interNet.. bow..

haaaay.. heto na naman ako mag-dalawang oras na nakababad sa internet walang magawa kundi ang magsurf sa internet at magpost ng blog..hahaha paano kase minsan lang ito hindi ko alam kung kailan mauulit..

Lifestyle and Study Habits as Predictors of Academic Completion in NCM 101 Lecture

Education is a permanent process in life with the personality of being a human being (Singh, 2006). Singh also pointed out that education is necessary to understand the puzzle of life in order to live with it, that’s why there are numerous students coming in and out of school aiming for one thing, to acquire education. Education in a form of different courses per see is a means of having a good future (Singh, 2006).

Nowadays students would tend to do anything just to be enrolled in College and in this new era, nursing has become a favorite and in demand course. Both students and parents want this course as an easy access towards a convenient life. There are a lot of students who pursue nursing as their college course and here in Brokenshire College there are thousands of students enrolling yet from those, only hundreds have sustained and graduated. Nursing is a very great course, however, this is also a very difficult one. Nursing is an art which requires students to be creative thinkers to do nursing procedures in an artistic way. It is a science that requires students to be critical-thinkers in order to understand the different dimensions of the nursing profession. Nursing means sleepless nights to the nursing students, graveyard shifts, being bombarded with projects and requirements, stressful return demonstrations, exams and quizzes and to be enrolled in major subjects like NCM 101 lecture and in order to deal with it, one needs to be studious enough and to give up some leisure and pleasures in life which seems to be very hard to do.

An individual needs to run to be a good runner, he need to walk to be a good walker and he needs to swim to be a good swimmer, this is according to Singh (2006) in his book, “Education and Personality Development”. Singh (2006) further said that an action can be a habit if you frequently or regularly do it. The same thing should happen in studies, one must study everyday to make it habit. However, it seems that everything is going the opposite way, it seems that instead of improving, study habit of students is debilitating as well as lifestyle and now school failures became very prevalent.

The first semester of third year is a stressful semester because it is composed of three minor subjects, RLE duties and NCM101 lectures. Third year students find it hard to cope up with this though subjects and tiring and hectic schedules. A lot of junior students failed to pass the first semester and consequently they failed to enroll in next semester. A number of students failed in their minor subjects and NCM101 RLE but a large number of students failed to pass NCM101 lecture. Based on the data received from the registrar’s office, a total of 26 students failed to pass the said major subject and because of that the number of sections in third year was reduced from 17 to 16 sections. The number of failure in this major subject is quiet alarming compared to the failures in the other subjects of the first semester. That is the reason why the researchers only focus on the completion in NCM101 lecture. The researchers would like to know the reason behind these failures and to relate whether study habits and lifestyle has something to do with the completion or failure in NCM101 lecture. 

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Last duty for second semester part 1…

Last March 26, 2008, we have our last clinical rotation at Tagum City. I have my cough,cold and fever, I can that I really feel ill a day before our duty. My mom said “huwag ka na magduty baka mapano ka pa doon.” I’m not that kinda of girl na mag-absent just because of it and one thing is I’m a stubborn!!!hahaha in a different way that cannot harm me… I said to mom that “”I’m ok kaya pa naman pag di ko na kaya mag-aabsent ako” denial na anak!!! with all teary eye noted, 38.7 celcius, dizziness, dry lips noted,fatigue… kung gagawan ko ng nursing diagnosis sarili ko Hyperthermia. Thanks for my conviencing power napaniwala ko mama ko I went to Tagum..yesh!! makakaduty ako!!!

Shift namin 11-7 ok lang complete bed rest kami in other word matutulog lang kami whole shift pag walang patient… However, I was wrong around 1pm patient arrived a women with hypertension. We student nurses assessed her, get the vital signs, complaint etc. on the middle of the assessment i begun to feel nausea and i about to vomit andi went to the CR to vomit my gush!! suddenly i feel weakness on my both feet i don’t know what to do…haaaay… i didn’t tell my classmates and our clinical instructor ’coz i’m afraid to do so and i don’t want them to worry about me.